double decker

*** going back to times of inebriety and excess....














Double Decker
3-22-10


Had myself a double deal
Seems it doesn't matter how I feel
When it is said that love is an action word
But I've got a long way to go in this
Something is always out of place
But it all works out in God's good grace
Just unloaded another truck
I ought to say a lot more than what the fuck
Don't want anyone to see me like this
But I know that God does
See you later aunt and uncle and cuz....












He Quoth "I Kind Of Like It Dark"
3-22-10


When everyone is easy on you
You're only hard on yourself
And vice versa and vice versa
I'm still here
There is a reason
All I know is fear
Another opportunity for a cheer
Need to set my mind free
And cut the rhyme
Like carrots and cucumbers
Need to stumble back into the Old Testament
To read again the book of Numbers
For if I were the D.J.
I would surely crash the party
Praying that I will be able
To break out of this rut of rhyme
And simply be me
Who ever that is
For if I had a photograph
I could look back on this and laugh....














Caution, Open Slowly
3-22-10


Needed to put a caution sign upon my freezer door
Because I had enough TV dinners to feed a whore
I like to say that I don't care that we're at war
Extermination, genocide
Evolution or creation
Fight or flight
Mercy or suicide
God will back me up
When I come within kicking distance of hell's gate
So maybe they'll call the department of health
To ask to share the wealth
I wore my watch for two years
My wrist stinks
It's a free for all
Wall to wall
If I clear my mind
My ass I ride upon still thinks....














Cutting It Loose
3-22-10


I was shaking like a leaf
Yet now I can write without my pen slipping
Most of what we hold fast to
Gets robbed by the thief
And from the grapes of God's wrath I'll be sipping
It's a good sign when you're not afraid to use words like these
When prayer is not for only they down on their knees
I've got so much left to do with my life
So let us start by taking a dump
To know there is hope even for the sour puss and the grump
I hope that words like wine get better
So I carve the words "Jesus saves"
With a rock upon the tree stump
It's insane with the hops
The grapes, wheat, barley and grain...














Strut And Dig
3-22-10


No one is expendable
No one is a misfit in Jesus
No one is without help
No one is hopeless in God
I've been a Peter of denial
And a doubting Thomas
I've been as Daniel in my den
Where the lions' mouths were closed
One day a fox
One day a sheep
Another day a pig
One street I strut
And elsewhere in personal commentaries I dig
Sometimes I take up a shovel
And sometimes a spade
But mainly I am a box cutter
When I take up my blade
Praise you, thank you
Thank you, praise you
I owe it all to you
That I made it back in one piece....