Sunday, June 29, 2014

work of art

Work Of Art 6-12-14 May Jehovah answer you in the day of distress May the dweller abound in his beautiful mess Trying to clean up some this weekend As one to but confess I have a serious side to me In this may he sustain you From Zion as far as the eye can see I pray for those that walk on by As if making intercession for me May he grant the desires of your heart There is a life in that mess By which the waters of the Red Sea doth yet part Be ye holy for I am holy And make it your work of art Yeah, make it your work of art...... On Psalm 20:4 6-12-14 May he give you success to all your plans Yeah, may he grant you the power of upcoming July suntans Cause that's where fishes go When the fisher gets the sense to see Yeah, I found God today And he was exactly like me Make not yourself equal to him But yet follow him to be free What are you doing in this darkness, baby Some rely on chariots And others on horses By the flowing of rivers by their deltas Mouths and fluent sources O, Jehovah save the king And I will raise my voice to sing..... Commemoration 6-12-14 O, Jehovah in your strength The king rejoices In being given sweeter opportunities Of these choices you have granted him the desire of his heart By encouraging voices And you have not witnessed the request of his lips Selah As today I quote the psalms As my commemoration to these day trips Your hand will find out all your enemies And your friend will partake in mint chocolate chip triple dips For you will make them to retreat By which the spirit yet equips By aiming your bow straight at them As arrows determine one's hips..... Cleat 6-13-14 Looking back on my Halloween vigil of the year of five Today is my lucky day to be awake and alive As the number needs not be ominous To yet flourish and thrive The sweeter the sin, the better the taste in my mouth Soon I take my nose dive Serving my Ashteroth and Baal Hitting with my hammer the rusty nail She is raging Yet the love of God doth not fail By one's cleated walk of such a clearwing Again I set sail I don't know where to go from here But I am thankful even in the belly of the whale..... On Judges 2:17 6-13-14 My lucky dollar sits on my shelf Next to my book of poetry of William Blake As in the grass so doth flourish my snake They would not hearken to these judges That make their terrible mistake A limb is lost As a chain is undone And I am wide awake Going awhoring after other gods For one's own sake It repented the Lord because of such groaning In that they were greatly distressed As God is with our judge today In that there is no one that needs to be impressed I dreamed I saw a desert rose Of which by my tongue I confessed.... Inveigh 6-13-14 Haleluliah, six more archives Hosanna, I have my work cut out for me Till I lose my mind again Better today than tomorrow In the business of another blue and humble pen They would not hearken unto the judges Knowing not what comes first The egg or the hen Angel or devil I was thirsty in the lion's den My desire so doth motivate my diligence Yeah, they were greatly distressed But not according to where or when Yet to inveigh Yeah, yet to rail And on deep seas yet set sail.... Oratorio 6-13-14 By reason of them That oppressed and vexed them Our groanings repented our Lord So that we might text them O, how dare I say such things worldly as such Because I wanted to get back in touch Speaking pompously and voluble Where it doesn't really matter that much As long as I can make my way into the night And not pay extra care upon cane or crutch To behold again my oratorio And yet discern the riff To enjoy it for what it is And not to try to analyze it The sun makes its way back out onto the scene So that I might tell my shadows And accept it for what it is.....

like a key

Like A Key To Pick The Lock 6-10-14 O, supply him liberally from the winepress Threshing floor and flock O, send him away not empty In leaning today upon the rock This is book thirteen, my friend Like a key to pick the lock The ship isn't coming and I cannot pretend But we will all know each other well in the end Yet remember that you were once a slave in Egypt And that there is nothing to defend I can feel what you feel It just makes you stronger You can make me smile in the end Yes, you can..... * in this poem I quoted Rush On Romans 7:15 6-10-14 The law is spiritual But I am carnal sold under sin As so I repeat the new mantra If I snooze then I win No better than knocking down a bowling pin As that which I do I allow not And that what I do I do not And what I hate, that I do So that I might reach out to you The law is spiritual but I am carnal Yet sold under sin This is true in me today I snooze and I win No better than a bowling pin And these verses are likened To a mathematical equation Like a science to yet purge away my tin.... No Thorn, No Throne 6-11-14 Today I by my conscious choice Yet relish in the riff On the edge of my precipice And the brink of my cliff In that there is no throne without a thorn And no glory without gore And no crown without a cross Suffering no damage and no loss And I will begin again today While by my conscious choice I enjoy the music It takes a second to say hello As any circumstance out of my control Are in the will of God To come in love or with a rod To play your lucky numbers even and odd All is quiet save the music through my headphones Nothing changes I will be with you again.... It's Not Me 6-11-14 If I make it through It will not be me But God in me that wills As trials are permitted of God, Father filtered In where all is well as it is in one's ills Wherein I make peace with a nemesis Dying to understand such a stigma Getting my day started with refills If I make it through it is not of me But by his grace I will survive And on such sustenance I yet will flourish and thrive.... Crown 6-11-14 I am given a crown of life In that I endure Nothing to lose and nothing to gain But waxing more mature As change does a work on me from the inside out I am given a crown of this rejoicing Even in times of doubt A new heart is what I need I can make it bleed O, is there nothing left In my want and need Soon it will be time to sauté my mushrooms And when I am tried again I will receive the crown of life.... Jason's Day (Tomorrow Is My Lucky One) 6-12-14 Tomorrow is my lucky day According to the calendar date To learn how to love and trust and forget how to doubt and hate Jesus, thank you for today and for tonight Now O give me the wherewithal and the will of the know how By the invisible things clearly seen Being understood by the things that are made Even his eternal power where we have it made Here in the shade God gives through us and not just to us As so the debt is paid.... Pour It In 6-12-14 As one's voluntary surrender The truth sets us free According to the one advocate and defender By the path of the pilgrim and pretender God is there because he is in us By the topic entitled, "I share my life" In that we are his representatives To but represent He that is in control of it all In that I am not my own Any more than you are yours We were bought with a price Yes, even the gamblers and whores By one's voluntary surrender We make peace even in such encompassing wars I give my life as a living sacrifice As by such sweetness the coffee yet pours.... Get Up And Go 6-12-14 Let's hold out for something sweeter Dreaming of the coming of another winter In which we take up the pace heater O, can one be both high and low O, can one be both ignorant And as well be one to know O, can one travel fast and nimble As well as taking it slow I will quote the psalms today Referring to my sermon notes Taken on a day by which to but grow Don't wait for the seas to part Or for the Messiah to come Now is the day of salvation As God says get up and go Get up and go....... Today I will Quote The Psalms 6-12-14 Today I will quote the psalms And acquire ink spots on my palms As to be seen I do not my alms But in secret where the Father sees openly Quelling qualms today It is my request to know of his peace, love and joy Yet to build again what we did once and twice and thrice destroy Swimming out there in this love May the name of the God of Jacob protect you May Jehovah lead, guide and direct you May he send you help from the holy place As living gets in the way of being organized But we get it in order just the same And we get it together Today I will quote the psalms As if it were a report of the weather....

Saturday, June 28, 2014

OCA

Oca 5-16-14 According to the oca and its wood sorrel I take up a newfangled valve and moral By its edible tubers and fleshly underground stems In search for costly pearls and polished stones Like precious gems cultivated again in South America According to seams and hems I don't know where to go with this So I just ramble on Glad in my rejoicing To have been up since the light of dawn Because of the king's commandment I will be soon long gone.... Nepenthe 5-16-14 O, why do I even bother Turning over a lucky cigarette Given today's topic of my messiah complex To state just what it is to me before I forget Boast not of tomorrow Seeing four men in the midst of the furnace That have no hurt Not even upon their shoes or shirt O, why do I even bother In trying to get it right O, who do I look like The cigarette Jesus In his liberality And lavish ways of generosity To serve as today my penance Seeking my nepenthe Of candles burning yesterday.... Sere 5-16-14 Dry, withered and sere So is all of such pain and fear Wherein I keep the good word nigh and near As faith doth come by all that I can hear Leaning on the pedestal By its ecological succession Yet to sparkle and scintillate and twinkle By the Holy Bible on the nightstand next to me As upon my face so grows a new wrinkle Wisdom is the byproduct of one's age Emitting sparks according to the prophet and the sage.... Another Fast 5-16-14 I'm pretending that it's the middle of the night To fulfill the prophesy of my previous lifestyle Preferred over what is now and today I'm glad that the sun does not shine too bright As so I continue to fast and pray Yet to know a new word for love That doth serve as my pay Yet to get out before I drown Without a need to ever step through my front door Beating my swords into plowshares In that I could learn of war no more I ate no pleasant food today And drank no wine.... Cirque 5-16-14 And on the wing of abominations Shall be one whom makes desolate our city That it is set upon a hill that cannot be hidden By mountain, by basin and by cirque I feed myself the message of all good work As the end of it shall be a flood Till the end of the war Our desolations are determined by the shed blood In the third year of the reign of Cyrus I still chew the cud By this prophesy of seventy weeks O, who can hold out that long Being still as one whom seeks.... Petition Granted 5-16-14 Two days in a row I received my petition to wake at five Only to drift on back into my sweet dream And sleep till six and rise to the occasion And get my caffeine fix She hides out wherever we meet As I daydream about my Philadelphia Street She's down on her knees with no pleasant food to yet eat I'm just another writer As come Sunday I hope to hear it taught By such a spirit once and twice again This is my latest entry from this humble pen Down on my knees For the next pages Threescore and ten....

miracle

Expect A Miracle 5-16-14 Expecting the next ten miracles And the next twenty-five rhymes I can see now the changes In that I will know of better times Forget me not I will follow you till your dying day We have sinned and done wickedly In all that there is yet to say I will be your keeper As you possess the key Departing from all precepts and judgments In finding again the real me You can feel me there In all there is to see.... Four Years Sobriety 5-16-14 By my short little span of attention I attempt to skim chapter nine In one's expecting of suspension Almost four years now without the sweet wine I'm feeling better now that all has been spoken Like a law to be bent And an ordinance to be broken In the third year of the reign of Cyrus, king of Persia The throne is a manifest token Yet to understand these given visions As if they were one's own So in taking up the pen today I am certain that I am not alone By my short little span of attention I am not one to cast the first stone..... Priming 5-16-14 By the priming of my firelock I will roll over And find an earthworm beneath the rock Going in dreams to my Agulhas Cape Where I get it all in writing and on tape Knowing not how to express this restlessness By the drawing of another drape By the gleaning of another grape The fermentation is in perfect shape By the first layer of paint and its priming By the powder that doth ignite such a charge I will rock on.... I say Hello To Kings 5-16-14 According to Ahab the husband of Jezebel I seek beyond what I can see Of matters of heaven and hell Turning back to the book of First Kings To be one to come out of my shell Consulting Ahasuerus The husband of Esther As so such thirst I yet mollify and quell Yet to try another fantasy In the breaking of the spell As in his rage he heats up the furnace You never know what you're going to get... O, Jesus, I Whisper 5-16-14 By one's surplice and cassock I slip into it by the sound of my alternative rock Base in its consistency According to hers and flock Where on the streets of this town There is no surrender In that they have a number for every name As today I will rock on and yet play the game By this designation and its closure I whisper again the power in the name Step outside of yourself to see the changes Slipping into loose fitting white vestments It is as a fashion yet to tame.... Surcease 5-16-14 By one's surcease of sorrow By mien of lord and lady We have hopes in a brighter tomorrow We seek a shelter cool and shady Killing time and dreaming yet to cease and desist From reality any way we know how As so a mentor passed on well advises For me to stay in the now By bearing and demeanor I extract milk from another milch cow I'm going to turn you around Quoting the Raven once again To be as manna for such a humble pen.... Oleander 5-16-14 Of oleander and its dogbane It doesn't need to be quite as insane I hang on your every word In emotions quite hard to contain If you still believe in me and you If it be so God and if it be his will I will take away the pain So today I will rock on to the oleander And its poison that serves as its own remedy Wherein I scribble these lyrics by chance alone He will deliver us out of thine hand, o king So be not the one Whom hopes to cast the first stone..... Of Fleshly Imagination 5-16-14 As of now I hallucinate the smell of nostalgic cinnamon toast Not of works lest any man should boast Justified by the law of faith On my Mediteranian coast At the chime of nine I rock on According to the parasite and her host And it's raining icepicks on your steel shore Bound in hosen, coats and hats Dreaming still of more house cats Cast into the midst of the fiery furnace Heated seven times more than it is wont Saying not words such as can't or don't I'm down on my knees today Where nothing can separate us from his love..... Fuzz 5-16-14 According to our hosen and breeches It is the trial that yet instructs and teaches By the rind of the oranges and the fuzz of peaches It's a dark day so I turn on a light And plow my way through the day into the night Sheltered in my verandah For sore eyes such is a sweet sight O, what's in this for me In that I hope to get it right Putting on my morion As the henchman squire and page As a trusted attendant and a follower I come down today with writers rage.... On Daniel 9:19 5-16-14 O, Lord hear O, Lord forgive In that I want to die Yet I want to live It's the coming of the Lord by one's sieve Mixing up the medicine In one's colander of compassion Given a second helping of another more than generous ration O, Lord listen and O, Lord act Until we get it down and become intact For your people and your city are called by your name O, Lord allow me to keep playing the game Being caused to yet fly swiftly In a testimony More than what is more of the same.... Restoration 5-16-14 Turning off my television As well as my other three lamps Of memories of inexpensive vacations To those summer camps I had treaded water for a half an hour With not need of postage stamps Just so I can scribble here these words For my courtesans and tramps Yet to restore and build again Jerusalem Along with highway bridges and concrete ramps Turning over another archive So that I get my taste today of grunge As so according to habit I will be today as the sponge....

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

bidden

Bidden 5-16-14 That which is vile today is highly esteemed By heavy metal fans whom closed their eyes and dreamed As we made a great feast and gave good gifts Yet bidden to the east Putting in his night shifts Turning over the cassette again To catch sweet riffs Where the virgins gather together To talk about the weather Yeah, we'll never have to die heavy like the boulder And light like the feather That which is vile today is highly esteemed Even while at the end of my tether.... My Treat 5-16-14 Today I'm in love with that old school sound Tossing my bone to my eager basset hound Dancing with danger we ride into the dawn I pour another cup and stifle off a yawn On my knees again playing with fire In lust I will burn Of the lineage of the Medes Met so are all of such wants and needs Understood by books That yet scatter seeds Today I thrash to and fro To that hypnotic beat To accomplish seventy years of that desolation Made inhabitable In that all here and now is justified..... Just Hanging 5-16-14 Where the plot becomes known We are hanged upon the tree Where we don't stand alone Where the truth doth set us free As it is written in the book of Chronicles Seemingly directly unto me Making our release to all provinces According to what the bible scholar can see Lighting another smoke for the cause of what is yet to be I want to love you around the clock And live today as if it were my last.....

bookmark

Bookmark At Chapter Nine 5-15-14 By the prophesy of seventy weeks Such is what the bible scholar seeks In that it smells good here when it reeks Astonished by the vision That no one understood As that which tasted bad was quite good In the first year of King Darius in the neighborhood According to the lineage of the Medes We see to these strangers' wants and needs Placing my bookmark again at chapter nine In no need to ask why nor require a sign As we have done iniquity and rebelled As so from our mouths is cut off The latter wine.... ...To Be Continued... 5-15-14 I had an urge to set it all aside And to observe the stop sign To yet swallow my pride But I found it in me to but continue And agree to go along for the ride O, I just want to get at the truth Knowing to have God right at my side Inspired by what is already written By which my elder cat still thinks she is a kitten Using my other book for a pillow As so I by the here and now am yet to be smitten Writing rhymes tonight in excess And by the rattlesnake again I am bitten.... In The Year Of '04 (Ten Years Have Got Behind Me) 5-15-14 Turning thirty-one in the year of '04 I begin another conglomeration Of peace within the war And there was not a dry eye in the house Where I was left only wanting more Hearing the sound of a heart breaking Finding it in me to sing out my heart Where much love is in store Turning the page to fade to black and blue It is my own special way Of reaching out to you Pouring my heart out to Jesus In that tonight all things are new.... Muster Roll (Roll Call) 5-15-14 Setting my mental alarm clock For five in the morning I will be here if the good Lord is willing By time resurrection in that such I will be killing Dying to live like coffee yet to be spilling Feeling an urge to let it all go And get on with the night But as one with a want and need To continue to yet write By my muster roll of counted sheep In that I go dark and delve deep In the abundance of seeking out yet more Walking every day Before the court of such a harem To greet again my adulteress and whore.... A Meat, High In Fiber 5-15-14 Wondering if there is a world out there Where albums come not in the form of words Of song titles or sides of programs Installed to make it what it is O, so hard to express Such an idea in words So I let it up to fate And roll with it In the month of Tebeth High on crystal meth Coming in the form of life and death Wondering is there a world out there In no need for words to speak By the fiber of a slender filament By one's essential character and strength To determine the height, the breadth and the length Just wondering Do we really need the words to say To make it real... Hallucination 5-16-14 Today I hallucinate a nostalgic perfume Back to face the music by such olfactory sensation O, it's the bloody fix you yet taste And it's my cross to bear That will not go to waste As Ahasuerus loved Esther above all women It's the bloody fix you do As so I rock on In hopes to reach out to you Taking a deep toke As to myself I will be true By the textbook madhouse of erudition Today I yet imagine something sweeter.....

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Ulai

By The River Ulai 5-15-14 In Shushan in the citadel I have many new stories yet to tell In my next book more brief than the last Where I have again my sunshine On a day bleak and overcast In the province of Elam I triumph over death and hell I saw a vision by the river Ulai In no further need to ask why Seeing the ram and his two horns Making friends with gargoyles and unicorns I let my butterfly escape from me today To see if one day she would come back to me Seeing such a ram press westward As well as the goat that would confront him According to this vision written down in heaven..... Greeting 5-15-14 A book like this only takes four or five days to complete In that my chocolate was all today I had to eat Taking my caffeine in excess In that it's Jesus' treat In my gluttony of God's word today I take my seat at a table Where we join them of a crowd we cannot beat Coming out of Syria to profane the temple According to whole wheat As the fourth empire would be divided Drinking this milk to wash down strong meat Juggling today these agendas So that at the front door Another brother I might greet..... My Joy In Sorrow 5-15-14 O, my God I believe O, help my unbelief And give not a foothold to the robber and the thief In singing my heart out by the joy of this grief O, Lord my God I can see That which is of you that dwelleth in what is me Redeemed again in the blood that sets us free O, Lord my Jesus I no longer doubt All that of which such is all about If I'm crazy I'm just crazy about you As Jacob's thigh is out of joint And to myself I will be true...

infirmity, embraced

Infirmity 4-16-14 The theme here and now Is the law restated Happy to be today by the world hated In that soon it will be time To surrender and to yield Standing on the corner of Market and Garfield If indeed there is such a place yet to go I rejoice in mine infirmity Under God's grace Where Jesus answers, yeah, I will By the farther side of Jordan He taught them much I wait for my optimum view To once more face west I rejoice in my infirmity In that I am put to the test.... On Mark 9:49, 50 4-16-14 For everyone shall be salted with fire Shaking through and opportune Is he whom doth preach to the choir Have salt within yourselves To earn your hire For the happiness of your heart He wrote you this precept I pray for those Whom wish to attend the job fair Where I sit at my table and read the sign And they twain become as one flesh For every one shall be salted with fire Baptized in one's refinement Suffer children to come to me For such is the greatest in the kingdom Forbid them not For everyone shall be salted.... Pillar Of Salt (Lo, We Have Followed You) 4-16-14 Why call me good There is no one good but God I have high hopes to understand this precept And to claim my seat upon an east table Plowing on into chapter ten So that I might take up tablet and pen To practice my passion of my profession I rejoice in mine infirmity It is easier for a camel To go through the eye of a needle Than a rich man to enter the kingdom Turning back to become a pillar of salt As he that humbles oneself Yeah, God doth exalt Reading these verses backwards In skimming the river That rages north Lo, we have left all And have followed thee..... Believe And Receive 4-16-14 Yet to believe that I will receive And therefore be given my petition Forgive if ye have aught against any Accept with importunity and repetition What would ye that I should do for you By faith I begin again Where I left off last year Go thy way Thy faith hath made you whole Be of good comfort It shall be given unto thee For whom it is prepared And from this point on I write what is on my heart To but engrave by way of an old and new writing In a new tablet Fair enough, so let it be I am what I am In his majesty.... Turning The Page 4-16-14 Strawing branches in the way As one to declare to be doing okay Casting garments upon the colt For something to say Because the Lord had need of him Hosanna, blessed is he that comes in his name Coming to Bethany and Bethphage Being one to find the strength To turn again the page Speaking on this side of the Jordan Letting the bird out of his cage Calling into remembrance The fig tree yet to bring forth fruit Strawing branches in the way Blessed be the kingdom Hosanna in the highest I am what I am today In Jesus..... Forgiveness, The Key 4-16-14 Yet in my Edrei and Ashteroth I find my way in the steam of minestrone broth Spelling out my latest rhymes to express how I am wroth Killing Sihon and Og For the cause of fulfillment Where forgiveness is the key to one's healing Not according to what one might be feeling On this side of Jordan These merchants are yet dealing In the land of Moab Where I stare at my ceiling You have dwelt in this mountain long enough Turn ye northward And your legs will receive strength To go on foot Forgiveness is the key to every door.... On Deuteronomy 1:8 4-16-14 To Jacob, to Israel and to Abraham This land has been promised Go and claim it And join me to an Easter ham Halleluliah, I can smell it Under the shades of trees Of which even a child can spell it Firs, oaks and elms Oars, rudders and helms Making our way back upstream Last night I had another disturbing dream Getting back up into my Mount Seir Being one to go there and face my giants And face my fear A mean idea to call my own For those that have ears Let them hear.... Pearl Of Great Price 4-16-14 Pearls of wisdom Doth fall from my lips In what I am yet to speak of And the honey drips Washed in the blood and sweat Of he that goes on day trips Showing not partiality Hearing the small as well as the great Being not afraid of the presence of man In one's resentment, bitterness and folly of such hate Digging my place for a winefat that God did create The stone which the builders rejected Hath become the head of the corner As therefore we will be as those that wait Given the patience in asking for this consolation..... Penny 4-16-14 So there is Lincoln on the penny Mentioned in the King James translation In allusion to our Caesar And they marveled at him Plowing onward according to my high tower Being as one to yield to my higher power As Jesus sits right beside me As a watchful eye Do ye not therefore err in asking why And as touching the deaf I play my classic archives To discern the contrast Of truth and of lie Therefore ye do greatly err Bringing you closer to a God That cares for you today..... Departing Thence From Horeb 4-16-14 Yet to believe it So that I can receive it Departing thence from Horeb To go into the wonderful and terrible wilderness So I can love my God with all mine understanding O, Lord all I ask is that I will make it through Coming soon again to the mountain of the Amorites So that I might reach out to you Ye therefore do greatly err As sure as my cat lies beside me and does purr She has been a great companion Yet to believe it So that I can receive it As one to love my God with all my strength It is a good land As which God is giving us Stated in the present tense Now is the time for the kingdom As today we can truly be....

Thursday, June 19, 2014

whitewash

Whitewash 5-24-14 By my untempered mortar of that which is known As my whitewash, O son of man These have set for themselves up such idols And put them before those whom are inclined to stumble By Noah, Daniel and Job And words to yet whisper and mumble Where one is one and two is as five Hoping to prove to myself to be alive By my untempered mortar yet plastered I owe it all today to such a master As its foundation is to be uncovered By the miracle found in such a disaster.... *May 24th is Bob Dylan's birthday..... Given 5-24-14 Given for a birthday gift my enigma In hopes to make it work In times of less stigma Gazing at photographs Taken by my old school camera When I was not afraid Hear this, O priests Incline an ear O house of the King According to promises yet to be made I face up to such times of nostalgic antiquity Making the best of my shelter and shade For the judgment is toward me my friend As the rent again is soon to be paid Given another birthday gift To serve as my enigma And I hope to make it work In times of less stigma As ye have been a snare of Mizpah Spreading a net upon Tabor In that it is given For me to know it.... Confrontation 5-24-14 I confront my dark past I make another Sabbath last Broken by the pen in its contrast Flying my own flag half mast It is a crisis of the mind By the banana peel and orange rind Which so many other dinosaur fossils I am yet to find In a prayer to be affected Because we are here Making an impact On these that walked the same way Yet to be well rounded In thoughts to say Yeah I confront this part of my life Because I indeed am what I am... Time For A Bath 5-24-14 It is up to us to make ourselves available And as well accountable To that which is said to be our part Yet to be unshod In that the ground you stand on is holy And indeed thou art As manna is my request for today More than what can be thrown in a shopping cart And today I must say I reek But Jesus loves me Even if I might have left my first love To seek within, beyond And yet above.... Repentance (The Gift) 5-24-14 Repentance is a gift We do so because we get to By another euphonious and cacophonous riff Such is an opportunity To express one's gratitude As wind rolls by in the lowlight Born with my stigmatism I find my way from wrong In my dull sight To remember the death, burial And resurrection And to love Him With all of my heart, will and might Repentance is a gift But not a requirement No longer afraid of standing upon my dizzy height O, no other fount do I know Nothing but the blood of Jesus Today do I yet write.... Shave 5-24-14 By the theme of God's providential care I get a clean change of socks and underwear By the topic of his majesty I shave again the locks of my hair By these events Of when Jews were captives of Persia And the significance even in such a vacant stare As the name Esther so means one's star Where I still love her from afar By this generosity at hand In serving drinks in gold vessels such wine Requiring not a sign Yet to do what is divine By the theme of God's providential care Our kingdom in Shushan the citadel is there....

Monday, June 16, 2014

all hail!

All Hail! 4-15-14 Indebtedness is the polarity of one's gratitude Feeing as if I don't deserve what's coming to me God wants me to feel that I am worthy of my portion of smoke coffee and food O, all hail Be not afraid Go tell my brother and there shall you see me Baptize them in the name of the father and the Son He is not here, he is risen Willing to give our children such peanut butter eggs To serve as such incentive Lo, I am with you always I have seen heaven In last night's dreams of going there Given new hope of where I'm going Indebtedness is the polarity of one's gratitude.... Pressing Play 4-15-14 The sweat pours out my body Like the music that I play As reverberating riffs doth ring in my head Giving me things to say And I put my head down upon my bible Begging God to get through this day With high hopes of a wonderful weekend of study And prayers that my brother will find his way He sits alone and gazes into space Giving me a reason to pray I had a wonderful dream last night Giving me higher hopes that there is a heaven Wherein I am driven by this incentive To take my medicine at seven Being one to observe the words "Beware of the leaven".... Starting Off With A Parable 4-16-14 Down to the corner of Philadelphia and Pine Is where my stars and planets doth align To not put a piece of unshrunk cloth Upon an old garment Lest one would make the rent worse Putting not new wine into old wineskins Going back to the fundamentals of the gospel of Mark Wherein he rose from thence Coming into the coasts of Judea Moderating my ipod volume O, follow me and I will make you fishers of men I can hear you So whispers a voice of new hope Imitate me and get thee hence....

grind

Grind 4-14-14 There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth In one's need of a night guard To watch what goes on beneath Well done, O faithful servant That had gained his five As so by the twelfth hour Yeah, I am still alive Laying down my head to pray on it And hoping I will get my rest Grinding my molars in hopes for the best Soon to break my fast on whole wheat Right next to the tares That flourish in our summer heat As we all slumbered and slept While the bridegroom is delayed I have hope that I will come through.... Full 4-15-14 You are already full According to the practice of the golden rule As it rains on the corner of Philadelphia and State And we find that such is not a thing to loathe or even hate Thinking about what is right Hoping to plow my way through into the night I finally got some rest And I am given today the words to write And when the morning has come They took council against Jesus To put him to death I thank God for this today As I owe him my every breath Thinking about what stirs me to love In my search within, beyond and above.... 44 4-15-14 Today it's forty-four months of my sobriety Soon going on four years Seeing that the love that I choose Doth cast out all fears And when they had bound him No one shed excessive tears Leading him away to deliver him to Pontus Pilate Given today one mouth and two ears Slow to speak and swift to hear Hoping for the rain to cease and the skies to clear I have sinned in that I have betrayed innocent blood O, what is it to me See thou to that O, I ask myself What am I passionate about... Eli, Eli, Lama Sabachthani 4-15-14 What else do you lack to make it right It's not about what you lack But what you already have Soon to know all that is unseasonal I'll take it For it is what it is And I have no control over the weather O, thou sayest But he answers nothing A wise response O, Eli, Eli, Lama Sabachthani So I say in my own space But to vent such resentment Hear thou not how many things Are witness against thee What else do you lack To make it right.... Rededication 4-15-14 Coming to the closing of another gospel It's back to basics With my faith in starting over Rededicating my life to Christ He answered him never a word Taking the reed to smite him on the head Giving him vinegar to drink While on these things I will think Pondering this passion Making the sepulcher sure Dying to myself Sealing the stone and setting a watch Going back to my Golgotha Releasing my notable prisoner within Setting my mind free Counting it not a sin You are already full and complete As so on this night I turn on once more the heat One last time till we move on with life.... Reclaiming My View 4-15-14 Your job is the what and not the how Your profession is today Your trade is right now Let him be crucified Where I die to myself again In this application of my pen Reclaiming a more comfortable posture and position To get my view of what's in store Giving him vinegar mixed with gall Gazing in my observation upon the west wall I let him down again Stooping low to yet stand tall I had a wonderful dream last night But I cannot put it into words Save what is written here O, you are my cover and my shelter Where Jehovah comforts For the cause of what is yet to come..... Seeking My Middle Ground 4-15-14 Observing my shadow upon this page Soon to be filled with the words of exhortation Plowing today through the gospels In the casting of lots To decide where to go to next Being one to grasp and receive the meaning of the text Soon to be given a new television For my forty-first birthday To be no longer as vexed nor perplexed Nor disturbed by the blank screen That I run just for its sound I can't remember anything About the pubs I once did frequent Parting his garments for the cause of hanging around Praying for another victory And to know my middle ground..... Spunge 4-15-14 Taking up my spunge Observing its various ways To be spelled in different translations This is expedient Where I take my plunge Meaning to include everyone In my prayers before I sleep Counting sheep and never running out Sitting over against my own sepulcher Dying to myself in faith that doth dissolve my doubt After three days I will rise again In worlds within and without He is risen and we come to terms with what this is all about I have hopes for a wonderful weekend In this study taking up the spunge O, let it be and let us see Whether Elias will come and save him.... On Matthew 27:65 4-15-14 Truly this is the Son of God So we say boldly Speaking out about what we have seen By the contrast of many hues of blue and green The trees soon begin to bud and bloom And I make the best of dwelling inside my room As so the topic is of Christ, the servant In that no one is exempt from lending a hand Take a look around you When others need your time When you can't help yourself Where my love for God is my own conscious choice And an act of my freewill You have a watch Now go your way And meet me on the corner While it is still called today.... Lo 4-15-14 Making my sepulcher sure Sealing the stone and setting the watch Dying daily to myself But in no need for brandy or scotch Forty-four months of sobriety is today His countenance was like white lightning Yet to be one to but bungle and botch Rocking on to what can be on this night in my crotch Being blunt in such areas we usually don't zero in on To but acknowledge the need of a man in his lonesome This will be my true token and sign Of being still alive All power is given to me in heaven and earth Go ye therefore and teach all nations to observe all things And Lo, I am with you always....

Sunday, June 15, 2014

weal and woe

On Matthew 23:16 4-14-14 Woe to you blind guides Weal to thee whom choose their sides Wonderful, O councellor Tomorrow is an opportunity for second chances Paying the tithe of mint, anise and cumin Not according to one's circumstances Neglecting the weightier matters of the law for justice and mercy And faith and not flaw These ye ought to have done without Leaving the others incomplete Tomorrow I walk the line by faith And I will be a man of admiring her beautiful feet Straining out a gnat to swallow a camel Catching the riff of a newfangled beat.... Gathering 4-14-14 Building again the tombs of the prophets To adorn the monuments of the righteous Building again what he did destroy In not knowing what's to be said Of such filling up the measures of your father's guilt In all resentment of past tense wine spilt Wanting to return to my vomit Like a fig tree withered and wilt Assuredly I say unto you All these things will come upon this generation Lamenting over Jerusalem O, the one whom kills the prophets And stones those whom are sent to her How often I wanted to gather them together But ye were not willing So you missed the starting gun.... Like Us 4-14-14 Like us The Corinthians have missed the starting gun As so I savor today the light of the sun Like we of common passions We can be as one Like they of higher places We have not trust in our gun And beware because all lawlessness will abound And the love of many will wax cold I will get my rest tonight So that tomorrow I will be as bold As a witness of all that I have read Of how our savior suffered and bled Israel must say Blessed is he In that God is God of the living And of the dead... Two Inquiries 4-14-14 When and what Are the disciples' two inquiries Why and how will be as the given When we solve this equation It's not rocket science It's common sense To remain in today of the present tense I still struggle with this And shout to my God O, accuser get thee hence O, tell us when these things will be Upon the mount of Olives O, what will be the sign of your coming Yet you will be hated of all nations For my name's sake And you must be one to discern the real deal From the fake Setting my coffee aside So it won't keep me tonight awake.... In The Mirror (I Like What I See) 4-14-14 Red words printed upon the page Appear to me like mirrors And I like what I see Tonight in the real me As so by the truth I am set free According to that which I cannot see Sending his angels by the sound of a trumpet Gathering together his elect from the four winds As so when the fig tree has bloomed You know that summer is nigh So O, you know that it is near As the doors of such perception Just as it is, infinite Possessing the key to yet pick the locks Of red words written upon the page That serve as mirrors And I like what I see.... Commendation 4-14-14 God commends our faithfulness Rather than our ability For it is not of ourselves That we wear this crown According to such agility We pay our debts on time Yeah, God has covered it all By words with which I make rhyme Where the It is described as the He And we are no longer bound in space or time Yes, five more hours till I can rest And then know my victory tomorrow in going west God commends our faithfulness And not our ability....

Saturday, June 14, 2014

shut up!

"Shut Up!" 5-24-14 Jericho is shut up because of these children None went out and none came in My Spanish teacher told me that I was in a no win situation Yet to compass this city six days And on the seventh blow our trumpets Such is a good way to begin a new book entitled once Namely the number eleven in Spanish O, did they ever build such a city over again So I inquire As Rahab, the harlot will live on For her gesture of all liberality Serving as another parallel In manner of types and shadows That but represent themselves.... On Ezekiel 12:23 5-24-14 O, son of man What is the proverb O, heir of all O, what is the problem As such cities yet inhabited Are soon again laid waste Where poets seek instant gratification in making haste Finding the fresh coffee to be as a decadent taste O, heir of all What is the purpose Triumphant are the angels The days are at hand For this bible scholar to come again to understand I will lay this proverb to rest And I will come Tuesday go back west The days are at hand By the fulfillment of every vision... Nothing Man Meets Nowhere Man 5-24-14 My nothing man lives right next door Greeting the nowhere man and his whore From each corner of one's prison cell As so smokes and coffee To me once again is a wonderful smell O, isn't it something On the day after my birthday I celebrate some more As to the believing, yeah All things are as pure Holding in my hands too many secrets To but tell them openly To he whom doth inquire I don't need a band aid I let it bleed As no more will any false vision Or flattering divination within the house.... Prophesy 5-24-14 Truth telling prophets are commended O, son of man Go and prophesy Go in peace, the mass has ended I grew up Catholic But I did not know what it was all about O, son of man Go and prophesy O, go and hear the word Even in the shadow of doubt As so you say that the Lord has said I have not spoken As the Lord hath not sent them In the presentation of what I am here and now O, son of man Go and prophesy Like foxes in the deserts That pine for the waters.... Malarkey 5-24-14 It must be borne in mind That although the prophet was in Babylon He had a lot to say In the playing of another grunge archive By the interval between the first and final deportation Where jackals yet traverse these deserts in thriving thirst As my sister below me remembers my birthday In that I am blessed to be like such cursed Because I have spoken nonsense and envisioned lies I take again my lows with my highs The picture kept will remind me By silver arms and chest and brazen thighs By feet of iron and clay Soon cut back down to size.... Just Because 5-24-14 Have you not seen a futile vision Yet bound in the chains of this indecision Bleeding from another deep and shallow paper cut Of its brevity, by its concision O, have you not spoken false divination O, my hand will be against the prophets whom envision futility Just because The state in which was By the waning and waxing of another buzz By the grapefruit rind and peach fuzz Surely when the wall has fallen We will see what can yet be In setting ourselves free In finding the real me O, have you not seen a futile vision Likewise set your face against these daughters of my people.... Keep It Up 5-24-14 If I try to sink I will but float Regarding not in my neighbor's eye The beam, speck and mote Because with lies you have made the heart of the righteous sad Because with iniquity you made yourselves go mad All my needs will set me free in that I've been had To see that after all It's not so bad To tear off our veils And deliver the people Not as a passing fad But of something of great sustenance Behold I am against your magic charms But by all means Keep it up If such is what doth keep you down.... Emancipate 5-24-14 As you profane me for handfuls of barley And for pieces of bread Greeting my brother that rides a Harley According to the music that is still in my head Killing people that should not die By which the hungry are yet fed He is a neighbor of mine That I owe a debt of gratitude to In all that is to be yet said Yeah, it is time to emancipate Setting ourselves free in Christ That for us hath bled Making our veils for our heads of every height To hunt souls that to the cross are to be led....

Friday, June 13, 2014

account

Account 4-14-14 Apostle Paul kept on trucking up to Buffalo Like a modern day Samaria God forbids that we should even need To pass on through again in like manner Ye might learn when you swallow the pride By which cometh contention Where no one today has apostolic authority Yeah, Apostle Paul kept on trucking up to Judah Let a man so account of us Even when we steal quotes from Buddha Apostle Paul kept on trucking Where we have this illumination On the already given of that which is written.... Only By Pride Cometh Contention 4-14-14 I was hanging onto yesterday And now my only way is through In capturing the magic moment of a brighter hue Staying in the now by and by As Apollos doth water And Cephas builds upon the foundation Both on the same team As such an irony is that now we are rich and reign as kings Trying to locate my Guiness shirt As we are to glorify God in our gift And not of ourselves As boasting is excluded Where pride is our worst sin From which cometh contention O, who made you to differ And what hast thou that you did not receive.... On Psalm 9:1 4-14-14 I will praise thee O Lord With my whole heart Even when my eye seems double And my body full of darkness I will praise thee by these floodgates of new blessing You cannot lose your salvation But you can lose your bible The waters hath overwhelmed us As steam rolls over our souls Blessed be the Lord I will praise thee with my whole heart You are not the God of the dead but of the living I will praise thee with my whole heart For I am still searching Our help is in the name of the Lord Who hast made the heaven and the earth.... I Am Habit 4-14-14 I'm a devil or a darling Yeah, I am habit As the sparrow is not frightened Until caught in the snare of the fowler As God will use such an addiction As rebellion can lead you to the prowler As there is a reason why God has me alone Where the older birds try to warn the younger In need to walk with God and read his book to yet escape I'm a devil or a darling I am habit Where it's not the high life But the low life That is the key to the narrow way Today..... Plunger 4-14-14 When the valley plunges deeper Sweet dreams are inherited by the sleeper I plan to get my rest tonight And to fear not the reaper On my way to victory Beneath the cleansing flood Yet to hunger and thirst Being buffeted, naked and having no dwelling place Yeah, Paul was a son of a gun But yet under God's love and grace Yeah, I'm a poet, I'm worthwhile I am the apple of God's eye In no need to lie When the valley plunges deeper Yes he has plunged me Where the first step down Is one's thinking to have but arrived.... Shadow And Type 4-14-14 Some Christians think that they have reached maturity Too confident So God brings them down As such power doth come by purity And I have hopes to head back into town To be there as a witness And catch my sunshine and log on To that which is written out longhand Soon to play my ninety-six archive To test again the sound system Some Christians suppose to be as fruit ripe Let the sun never blind your eyes According to the shadow and its type Now ye are full, now ye are rich Now you are citizens Now you are.... Spectacle 4-14-14 We are made a spectacle to the earth As the offscouring of the world We as apostles are counted as last Let me sleep so my teeth won't grind Touch O, my heart and heal my mind O, Lord deliver me from my own kind Ye are now full Yeah, you are now rich Turning over my lucky cigarette So I can make my wish According to the cat that doth capture her fish We are made as the spectacle And Jesus is our standard On another wasteful Monday afternoon I rock on to the purple hues of sound enthralling.... Last 4-14-14 Set forth last like nobodies They think that they're kings but who are they Of whom the herald angel sings Like slaves that in a gladiator game face up to lions They and their poems will do the trick As the coffee tomorrow is muddy and thick Willing to play the big shot In the theatre of pleasure and pain Sending forth apostles last unto death By which we know our gain As such servants and soldiers of the cross Yeah, we are last As soon on whole wheat and sweet potato I break my fast....

20 proof

Twenty Proof 4-14-14 This here will prove that my smoke is good This will be as my refinement With intercession for the neighborhood O, is it not lawful For me to do what I wish with my own things The last will be first and the first yet last Where many are called but few are chosen Reaching out for consolation Turning on my A.C. O, what do you want me to do for you So that you can be set free This here will prove that I am apt and able Lord that our eyes will be opened Where what we do is not our label.... T.H.I.S. 4-14-14 Of testimony, harvest, identity and salvation This will be the key to every door Wherein forgiveness is still in order On days like today I don't expect you to understand what I'm going through Nor do I ask beg your pardon sleep tight And don't let them bite As so when you go through it You might be able to help those That walk the same way O, father according to the flesh I don't feel well But thank you just the same for being there Where our zeal is good as long as it's properly restrained.... Crawling 4-14-14 I see such words that seem to crawl right off the page Like the worm that dieth not Insinuating into my own freewill Reminding me of what I heard years ago Hearing these voices from miles away On the steady cool mid summer breeze Yeah, you must respect it In this consolation that you pray for And he gave his life for a ransom for many As straightway their eyes were opened and they followed him I see such words that seem to crawl right off the page I felt a wave of fear And I was quickened by a surge of inner peace O, crucify him So that all will be fulfilled.... Advent 4-14-14 Two advents in striking contrast Yet to find a colt tied Saying he hath need of him Counted not as petty theft In that a purpose might be served in such Knowing not where I am today While with somewhere I get back in touch Hosanna to the son of David Blessed is he that comes in the name of the Lord Yes, this is Jesus the prophet from Nazareth of Galilee Of these two advents in striking contrast Ah, I am at peace at last O, who is this That doth forgive all of our sins on the past.... Absurd 4-14-14 Such sounds absurd But it may just be the will of the word In that I must respect cooler air through my vent To study to show myself approved And rightly divide the word of truth Given many more second chances In my fountain of youth Yet top use this knowledge aright Going into Syria and Cilicia Being one with a will to stand up and fight I must respect my air conditioner It's going to be a bitch of a summer As Paul will go unto the gentiles And Peter unto the Jews Such sounds absurd But it may just be the will of the word.... She Crieth 4-14-14 Behold the spirit of wisdom She crieth at every corner of every street Where a voice utters the words "wander around" For the one God to the Gentile and to the Jew And one rod to green as well as blue Budding almonds in their due season Praying to remember all that is written To know my Jesus as my main reason As it is the same God that work in both Like in the song entitled Us and Them Wherein Floyd seems to be a lost cause Wherein sometimes your answers will be as silence If I build again what I destroyed I make myself a transgressor Behold the spirit of wisdom At every street corner she crieth... Appertain 4-14-14 The law pertains to what we can see Yet faith is according to what we cannot The just shall live by faith today Wherein I give God thanks For all that I've got in my striving For my wellness and health And when God forgives and I don't it is sad At the chime of ten to claim that it's not so bad God knows I am only in jest In asking did Abraham take Viagra Breaking out my other stuff In rounds of ammunition The law pertains to what we can see As we are to walk without sight To be but free.... "It Does Help!" 4-14-14 The reading of the major prophets indeed does help Even when we cannot grasp it with our fleshly minds Asking myself O what today is right Rather than inquiring of what seems quite wrong I hope I can help them to understand me I pray for a breakthrough in my therapy As Christ redeems us from the curse of the law Being made a curse for us For cursed is he that hangs on a tree Digging my winepress deep Going into a far country to meet myself again Where the reading of these prophets does help It does help.... Teflon Mind 4-14-14 When you become no longer teachable You're in a precarious situation Behind your brow of brass I have my say in this To admit that I'm in bad shape On my slippery slope of thinking To have not need of anything at all Loving my new pair of headphones Like a lady I yet caress These things have I transferred in a figure To be as one not to follow By such an object lesson Like another new illustration I pray for a breakthrough And for my advocate to get a better understanding To be as willing and no more brass browed To be yet still alone In the throngs of the crowd.... Servant 4-14-14 Coming in the form of a servant No longer in Messianic glory As a stumbling stone and a rock of offense I pray for a breakthrough In helping them to understand me By the formula to yet serve, grow and learn Nursed on her milk So that I'll have wisdom to discern Coming in the form of a servant To be one to serve by mine example Here's the deal She comes over and I tell her every whit And be set in my mind to never be one to quit And so we invite they whom are worthy to understand it And not call it bullshit Coming in the form of a servant I will sing my latest smashing hit....

I rise early

3:45 AM 4-14-14 I was taking out the cat shit Out my back door at quarter till four Hoping for my morning of a cup of coffee As the sinew would serve as the strongest tissue Taking not love for granted By progeny and issue As one to open the matrix You will be Mine Redeemed again by the blood In requiring not a sign With no more transubstantiation By Jacob's thigh yet out of joint Shrinking and drawing back As so the Spirit doth yet anoint O, what a way to start a new day Follow me and not your own devices And you will be a happy man In all of this.... Insubordinate 4-14-14 Insubordination O, lucky me I was letting the elephant out of the cage And she sat upon my chest I tried to take a deep breath To regain my hope for tomorrow Going west O, if the Lord is good willing Insubordination O, hath you been merciful in my time Mowing into chapter nineteen To see what this parable can come to mean Come and doubt not O, Cephas And we will walk on water For their insubordination And willful, O lucky me Blessed with all bounty... H.S. 4-14-14 In a simple question O, what is life? Now that I can see this page more clearly According to my strife in a crystal clear inquiry O, is there more By this nihilistic approach And the clips of another roach Will you be my trip sitter tonight Seeing Jesus for whom he is In joy unspeakable Yet to be quickened and made alive And as one to say that I will survive Keep on drinking that elixir, O brother Of whom brings order out of chaos Where my mother still loves me O, what is life By this new power of the holy ghost.... New Day 4-14-14 Living up to what we learn Seeing bright color through closed eyes To but discern still Covering up by my cigarette to yet burn As the sun comes up after our wrestling It's a new day It's another chance Seeing Jesus for whom he is Living up to what we learn Being as the irony of justice Fighting all evil but walking the same In wisdom do I trust In the playing of my game Calling this synchronicity He's a God of second and third chances To forget the past and reach forth Walking in the newness of this life For the prize of his high calling.... On Matthew 19:14 4-14-14 Sometimes the kingdom makes no sense In its topsy-turvy way of being in the present tense By the grace of God no one was harmed God knows my heart and what I mean to say Even when sometimes the tongue doth slip And so it's another smoky day as vapors ascend Where I hang in there till the very end Departing from thence Laying his hands upon them For such is the kingdom Tonight I will get some rest And say a prayer for them As if they were my own..... Ah 4-14-14 Ah, at last I fly my flag half mast Ah, Lord I am not eloquent As later on I break my fast Lighting another smoke for the cause of morning Trying to cover up suspicion Though it might hurt a little By the steps of this new walk O, I ended up back at that Irish pub But I only had a Coke As so when we are desperate Such is a place Where God wants us to draw closer to his side Ah, at last I can leave behind the past... Astonished 4-14-14 Might this be only pretense O, how can I know that I am real As one yet subject to all defense But not according to what I can feel This is a place where I got my best ideas By this awning, signet and golden seal O, take me home, O Lord And let me rest and heal O, how do I know to be true to the faith This is faith that I go there And hope to come to understand it It is easier for a camel To go though the eye of a needle We are yet to be greatly astonished O, might this only be pretense..... Bite Down Hard 4-14-14 Biting into another rotten apple Cracking open another raspberry Snapple Hoping to know afresh the places where I come from The answer is to see if it lasts Where true faith will stand a test of time O, grace to you and peace from God Where my Good Friday is coming up Where no one will be worthy to partake of the cup Moving onto the parable of the laborers Agreeing for one denarius for a day's work O, why have you been standing here idle According to these fruitful and abundant searches Biting into a fresh apple Now according to these churches... Eleventh Hour 4-14-14 By the eleventh hour At five in the evening I am once again dazed and confused Hoping for darkness to soon fall upon my weary eyes Why have you been standing here idle When all one can see in such are the lies Read it and weep all poets and slaves To the grind of the pen Bow not down to the statue And accept being thrown into the lion's den Whatever is right ye shall receive Take what is yours and go your way As you will yet choose to be as one to believe....

red spruce

Red Spruce 4-14-2014 Her name is what it means In this marranation O, faithless and perverse generation How long shall I be with you Today counted worthy To smart for what I hoped to leave behind She was my pride and joy In the days before I knew These conversations kill According to freewill Not the best way to begin this tome Yet it serves as my coping skill Her name is what it means Laced with garlic cloves And onion tear jerking scenes.... Star Of Jason 4-14-14 Today will be my true test I call it the star of Jason And nothing will be impossible to you When you say O mountain be removed If you have faith of a mustard seed As one to admit That I'm a little bit afraid of overindulgence and vulnerability Beautiful just the way that I am O, it's all a lie told unawares By this offering of my bullock and ram It's lights on for me Where I see my need to block out the light.... Hook 4-14-14 The word sin becomes as synonymous to stumble Where God resists the proud And exalts the humble Nevertheless lest we offend them Go to the sea and cast in a hook As still I keep nigh the word With my nose deep in the book Love is a dangerous thing As so the sun comes up For our birds yet to sing As such has already blown my mind And I say, O, death where is your sting As one to want to ask for more Take the first fish that comes up And you will find a treasure worth freely giving... Weal And Woe 4-14-14 Woe unto they Whom rise early to follow after strong drink Weal top they whom seize the day at daybreak As one to say, O just think And they were exceedingly sorrowful According to the clogging of the kitchen sink I had a rough one last night O, my soul, O do I stink By the third day he is yet risen for our justification I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired Serving to be my first step By my faith to this recovery Weal to they whom get their rest... Space Chief (Sun) 4-14-14 Then the sons are free As so the sun will be as me Filling one thousand thousand earths Within such a space of which I am chief O, woe to the world because of offences Cut it off from thee In both past and future tenses By my hallucination Of another big black beauty And her child at daybreak I am here for you So says the Maker of all Pluck it out and cast it far from you And leave it all behind you Then the sons are free..... Say Hello To Grandpa 4-14-14 Thank you, O Lord that I have sinned Where voices cry out get a life As to the wall my back so is pinned By our discipline and forgiveness Yeah, seventy times seven If he hears you Then you have gained a brother Thank you Jesus for I have gone wrong Say hello to Grandpa And help me to take up my throne and throng That by the mouth of two or three witnesses Every word might be established Praise you< Holy Spirit for I have stumbled Today I'm on my knees In that I am humbled.... "Why Are You Whispering?" 4-14-14 You are a deep thinker So whispers my still small voice Having my third cup of coffee Looking both ways before you cross my heart Given this free choice I'm sick of it all Yet such is the sustenance You are a great poet and scholar O, it's lights on for me And it's a brand new day Hello, world, here I come peaceably In the name of temptation that won't leave me alone Falling down at his feet to beg of him my sanity Where all is vexation of spirit and vanity.... Tenacity 4-14-14 Grinding my teeth in tenacity Practicing acceptance at the rising of another sun Where our maturation and growth is a long process And I'm going through changes As if going through adolescence all over again Not to get bitter but to get better Not to get through it but to grow through it Where no one is exempt from the production of fruit That has a seed within itself Going deeper into such moist ground Like roots that reach out for sustenance This is good stuff if and when you learn how to apply it.... Penuel 4-14-14 Glory in tribulations Sermons might come out of one's heartache These are my closet chronicles Along the coast where signs read "No Wake" I run through the world thinking about tomorrow In hopes for a heaven and no more malady nor sorrow Glory also in tribulations Blessed are those whom mourn For they will be comforted Passing over our Penuel Called no more Israel but Jacob So we can come and conquer, show and tell Blocking it out Glorying in tribulations As a wee bit obsessive In my lack of rest.... Can't Go Back To Laban 4-14-14 We are still fighting our sinful nature In that it wants its own way As so ye are yet carnal And I am a happy camper Under skies of such an endless gray O, why do you make it so hard on yourself In leaning upon one's staff and stay Casting lots to yet choose Just who will win or lose In that God wants us to be desperate In between a rock and a hard place O, so it seems According to what is being said Call it brainwash So be it, call it malarkey Where God so intervenes Yeah, we are still fighting In a battle for our lives.... Submission (Holding On) 4-14-14 Facing failures to gain one's victories Willing to stumble Closing my eyes to see bright colors As so my heart I will humble Noticing purple hues ascending in my smoke By this downward spiral of my doubt Lord, I believe O, help my unbelief Where you will wrestle with me Where I get again alone to but intercede Where our holding on is as our submission And our victory in praise in gloom O, I cannot bear it any longer God, may there be a breakthrough sometime today Facing failure to gain my victory O, there is no name sweeter....