battle

Another Battle Within
1-1-11

At ease once again
A larger page makes the pen seem smaller
Seem to have lost the will to communicate
It's not a matter of love and hate
Seeming to have lost a sense of identity
At ease once again
It's a battle between asses and cattle
Choosing what I want to hear
Knowing only a sense of fear
Feeling smaller here and now than ever
Yet still I cling to this endeavor
With only a will to simply let it all go....




Panic Attack #1 Blues (Part Of The Plan)
1-1-11

First day of the new year
We tasted a false sense of spring
The taste of coffee and cigarette smoke
Creates a smell of burnt toast
All part of the plan
First panic attack
I ask really what is it
A dangerous place to be alone
So it seems, so many what-if's
It's all part of the plan
God and the devil inside of me
At war once again
It's all part of the plan Desire sets in but for what
First day of the year
Seems to be a little bit more to fear
It's all part of the plan
Learning how to take it all one day at a time....




this has been an interesting endeavor but I must return to 2016 and 2017.