stoned

1 I'm stoned freely
In a happy and horny kind of way
What am I to do when I'm hooked
I can't stand not having
I break the habit and have
Don't go too far
But far


2 Now that you tell me
My coffee tastes like alcohol
The woman who served this stuff was cranky
Or at least sounded like she was forced to give it to me
And she asked me twice what I wanted
I hope I don't die from drinking this


3 I just downed a coming back coffee
Not just another
I heard you say that I didn't need to
And all I hear is, "O, my God"
From the people around
As I do my stuff in another way


4 All these names
I don't get it
I could just imagine
If I was called by my real name for once
But there's nowhere to go
I'd rather be eaten
And there I go again
And I somehow think I have to go


5 "Just shut the **** up
No, help me
Don't put that one on me, you"


6 In the breeze
Of another November morning
I make me wait a little
To break it open


7 I had a blast
In my eye last night
They would not open
But just the same I was there


8 Reaching into a contained night of dreams
They can get so cold
If you believe them
In a way, so need
So step back
Sit back
Take a swig
There will always be another gig
Another morning
Another coffee pig


9 What have I been doing all this time
I read a phrase
It looked good


10 There's a way to act
And a way to do
What you really wanted to do


11 So they say from then
That the life of this book read later
Would be worse
But it's better to look than to wonder about it
To the point where you're blue to the bone


12 It's better to let it go sometimes, I know
But do it while you can
Don't you know it could be good
When you wanted to save it
Instinct
Go for it
You'll come out satisfied


13 Two straight lines on the wall
Written up and down


14 What do you mean
Are you saying I should play it


15 This is easy to figure out
You may think
But look at it again
Another viewpoint
From this cluster of sugar
Is a drop into the steamy brew
To swim in silence
You know the drink cannot hear


16 Way off into the distance
I make a decision
You can't call it a choice to speak
When what you say is instinct
Of what you feel


17 Make a list of the things you need
It's good to remember
The things you've done


18 Writing by chance
Yeah, take a chance
Don't think too hard
Write these lines nice and easy


19 Don't wait too long
And don't take me seriously
Don't take it serious
It's all fun
And if you don't care too much
You'll fall and kiss the ass
Make room for me


20 This line is both here
And the space above
Take it easy on my eyes
They see so much
I would much like to go back
But I love it here


21 Trivial shit I go to
This is getting to be a pain in the ass
I think it's good this way
But I've been the same place twice
You had to change a thing to make it real
There's a better side to this
You told me once look on the bright side
There's a way here, you know
When you see my point of view


22 I bring down the curtain
I throw my pet stone on the floor
In the corner of my room
Oh, what will happen now
Let's go out and see and have a ball
Roll until you can't come back
And if you have to listen
Take it as it flows


23 You see, I take it easy
I like to keep my breath
And save it for a time when I'm wild
I love the feeling
Or a ride on some wheels and my shoes
What the hell, you've got nothing to lose


24 There's a time and place
But hey, I don't care
I'm taking it the way I want to
Free me from the shit or eat your own


25 I feel like shit in the seasick van
I hope it makes me a hero
To make it to the destination
Without throwing up
So get the **** on with it
And get on the main road


26 You should know write away
When you see those signs
Of all those numbers
Wait
How would you like to....
Shut up!


27 At least I have two cigarettes
And a mind for music
With those fascinating sayings and quotes
That mean something
To get me somewhere


28 Why do I hear you so loud
You're playing the music of an hour's worth of my favorite songs
But when they remind me of the girls I used to know
Then say, "later"
When it gets too loud
I'll be walking


29 I'm making my own bible
She called the one I bought for a dollar
A fortune cookie
And the one I'm writing is a cool one
It makes two filters look like they're mating
"Cool", she says


30 "What's up?"
"What's up?"
Don't take the number or this verse personally


31 What the **** am I, a dictionary
A number or a crack head
Please, don't make me mad
I'd rather be mad than angry
Okay, dude, we're almost there
I don't know how it would be like


32 I feel like crying inside
That much I know
But I don't feel the tears rising to my eyes
Maybe the crying is not what I truly want
I feel I want the love even more


33 I wait for the morning light
So I can jump out of bed
To meet my next match
I'll only see you
But isn't there another thing
Called being with you
Or is life meant for seeing


34 I keep thinking that I died
And got here by my intentions
I'm getting there


35 And sometimes I think
That there is no place for we
Keep on making a new one
When the last one gets too much on the eye
My choice is to take what I need


36 Shoes on the wall
A hang up for a button
May sound strange to you


37 Now it's time I step out into the outfield
Make my money and earn my pay
To bring more in
I can't just keep making the words
So I can't say them
We can't have nothing left to do


38 The heart earned
Wanted was what I said before
A few words that mean nothing
For earning is living
And what you do to make it there


39 Staying around
In front of a clock
Is a rush to the head
It's taking me somewhere else


40 My cigarette tasted unusually good
For a little while


When the job is a life
What am I to do
When my sweat chills me with body heat
What am I to do with my running walking feet


41 I don't understand what is happening
Are you all crazy
They're not stopping us
From smoking lazy
Put a chimney in me
And a fireplace akin me


42 They must have put me back a hundred days
I woke up and heard a song
That I haven't played since then
And this room is a zoo joke


43 Take a lighter
Hook it up
Zap with a strike
And the cigarette's electrically ****ed up


44 Can I write a page from where I am
These days are not an age with a floored tam
Will you go crazy
Or will you chill
Will I be lazy
With only half a gill
I'm down here seeing a place that looks mixed
And the way that it's teeing
My time needs a fix
I don't know what's writing
Or what's to be said
I just keep on biting the bullets of lead
My thoughts are that heavy
When I look deep inside
My life looks quite ready
When my sight starts to hide
I'm in a place of deep
Much where things look like space
The air is like dream
And what's around is no trace
Not is the word
Do with it what you wish
Leave town with a bird
And serve yourself your next dish


45 I started reading the book one night
And it was
So I flipped the pages to some spots
I closed this book with the TV on
And I switched off at once


46 I stepped into a room
In front of a coffee table
I had to leave because of the vibes
From or should I say about
Someone that wasn't even in there


47 Caught an idea:
Free is free
She's a fortune
The number eleven sometimes
Looks harder than it really is
Trust yourself
You can do more than you think you can....